i don't quite know what happened.
it just sort of stopped.
the thoughts were still there.
the love was still there.

well, here I stand, making my absence official.
They sometimes say that it's not a problem until you recognize it.
"They" are alchoholics.

in any matter.
I've been accepted to Deep Springs.
I've cut my hair off, but by now it's almost grown back.
I didn't win the science fair. i was alternate again. boo.

I will be attending deep springs. July 5th I start. wow.
What's going to hurt most will be the lack of Sweden.
I think I concluded today that after Deep Springs I will go to Sweden.
I need to. I have to.

I turned on some swedish music today and realized how much I love it there.

I've read a lot since I last posted. I think i've gone the way of the activist. I stopped writing so much in favor of reading and doing. I've been seeing a lot of movies. I rent at least one DVD a week nowadays. The sword has cut the pen in half, it seems.

I think I've come to understand a lot of things lately. But there are still quite a few things I need to stop "next-weeking" (nice verb, huh?). Oh, bother.

Concerts came, concerts went. College acceptances came. Time went. I think one of the main reasons I stopped this was because I felt in touch with everybody I was in touch with. The only people I really miss are the swedes.

hej thomas. kolla din taby.edu.se mail.

I still don't have a prom date. (Though, oddly, that entire fiasco has entirely escaped discussion in the medium). Big woop. Things will work themselves out.

A bunch of posts got thrown up now that somehow never made it to the server. Oh well. Maybe this thing will get rolling again, who knows. I still have an awful lot of books to read...

Imagine all the people...